Gasssstrikkkkkkkkk....

Plan 4 today ialah mau puasa... kunci jam pukul 5 utk bangun sahur.. tottt tettt toootttt teeeett (pelik je bunyi alarm aku) bangun!! yes...bangun la dengan terpisat2.. bukak je pintu bilik, ala mangkuk2 ni (housemate n kwn2) ade kat bawah rumah so di sebabkan aku ni pemalu,aku decide utk sambung tidur n x jadi sahur (puasa tetap puasa)... sampai je ofis, perut mula tunjuk taringnya..miawwww..hehehehe.. i was like, babe u shud breaking ur fast...rite now! ok aku pun p la bancuh milo... cari kudapan... selamat la aku berbuka pada bukan waktu azan maghrib.. hehehe.. aku ni dulu xde pun gastrik ni,sejak putus dengan my ex past 2 years, aku terkena sakit ni.. terima je la seadanya.. keje.. keje... keje... boring la keje mcm aku ni tapi nak buat mcm mana... i'm having my 1901 on my lunch.. yummmyyy yau!! my favereto.. 5.30pm.... sepatutnya dh blk meredah jam di road tp aku meredah kerja di ofis... huwaaaaaaa!!! at 7pm aku kemas2 utk pulang... cewahhh... i saw someone.. hehehe.. (mode miang) i don't know why.. but i like TET TET so much.. LIKE ok.. no LOVE!! yeah..few years back i admit that i had a relationship with my same gender..OMG!! i don't know how it happened.. i don't remember.. but i love THEM much! them?? yes... true... more than 1 person that i love at that time.. muda remaja masa 2 so aku pun tersesat... n aku sempat patah balik ke jalan yg lurus lepas 2.. hehehe.. tp hubungan yg straight itu juga x kesampaian.. aduhhh keciwa!! dh takdir aku mcm ni kot... aku ni nk kategori straight x jugak sebab aku suka tgk sama jenis mcm aku.. SUKE doesnt mean anything rite... tp 2la tabiat SUKE 2 aku cuba buang,masih x boleh... tp, dlm hati ni masih impikan MAN.. still looking for.. yg 2 aku bit fussy ckit... TET TET yg aku suke tgk 2,dia... erm... biasa2 je.. cute! 2 yg aku suke tgk die.. x salah rasanya kot.. lumrah alam la kan.. dh laki zaman sekarang x ramai.. yg hensem pun gay... huhuhu... buat TET TET, aku nk sgt tgk dia bahagia.. aku suke dpt tgk die hepy.. thats all i want.. (mcm angau pun ye aku ni) haisss..ok la.. dari aku terus merepek,baik aku stop!

Seikhlasnya Hati Berbicara: kisah aku... miss black car

Seikhlasnya Hati Berbicara: kisah aku... miss black car: "Salam.. Aku ni di lahirkan bongsu dari 3 orang adik beradik.. my parents divorced when i was at 18 if not mistaken.. how 2 say ea? i've got ..."

Seikhlasnya Hati Berbicara: My First time blogging..ouchh!!

Seikhlasnya Hati Berbicara: My First time blogging..ouchh!!: "Hai n salam 2 all..let me introduce my self.. miss black car.. my real name let me keep as a secret.. why? no reason.. just want 2 share eve..."

kisah aku... miss black car

Salam.. Aku ni di lahirkan bongsu dari 3 orang adik beradik.. my parents divorced when i was at 18 if not mistaken.. how 2 say ea? i've got mak,ayah,kakak,abg but it seems like i don't... since i was at kid age,i never had a love from my mak.. mak n ayah stay separately because of my ayah working at singapore while i and the rest stayed at my tokwan's house at kelantan... long longgg from my ayah.. quite long we BERTAHAN at that time until ayah decided 2 take us 2 johor bahru.. nearly 2 him i guess.. everything went smooth until i grown up..n understands what life is all about.. i noticed that mak LAIN MACAM.. why i'm saying that?? because what,, mak had an affair with other guy.. called cikgu basri.. i know him.. he used 2 teach mak driving.. but i don't understand why his picture ada dalam wallet mak? no ayah's picture..me as well.. only kakak,abg n his picture!! wtf!! see...how my mak don't love me.. i don't know why..at that time i was only at age 11 or 12 maybe..i forgot.. kakak n abg putih like ayah... me at that time so ugly.. hitam,selekeh,rambut kerinting mcm org asli.. i remember my abg said... "kau ni bukan anak mak n ayah,kau ni anak tong sampah..that's why la kau lain dari abg n kakak..hahahahaha" is that joke?! Hmmm..hard 2 live with no love from your family..i was thingking 2 run n built my own life outside there.. but i was like... sabar..sabarrrrr.. n now salah aku ke if aku benci mak aku sendiri? panjang kalau aku nak cerita... i think she's not qualified at all 2 be a mother! a gud mother.. aku simpan rasa ni dalam2 dalam hati ni... n cuba berbaik n buang dendam demi family ni..tapi aku hipokrit! aku masih belum boleh lupa.. aku ingat semua... mak dh tua.. dah ada step father pun but aku masih simpan rasa ni.. sampai bila?? no one knows.. i hope i can throw away this feeling.. berdosakah aku??

My First time blogging..ouchh!!

Hai n salam 2 all..let me introduce my self.. miss black car.. my real name let me keep as a secret.. why? no reason.. just want 2 share everything without poning2 kepalo orang kenal sapo den..ngeh3.. aku ni bukan org nogori pun..sajo menggedik nak cakap org nogori..jgn marah haa... den ni umur 26 tahun..tuo dah 2..tapi den single lagi..jangan tanyo kenapo sebab den pun x tau nak kobar camno..den kejo kek KL..di salah sebuah bank kat tongah2 bandar KL 2..tapi pangkat den xdo la bosar..den ni kerani yo..kadang2 sakit la dengan gaji kecik 2..kadang2 merasa jugak aku pkai barang2 branded..tp takde la selalu sebab aku bukan pencinta barang branded ni..GUESS,PRADA,LV,FENDI.. bagi aku same je semua 2..lagipun aku rase aku memang x di lahirkan untuk pakai barang2 mcm 2 kot.. entah la..senang cite aku ni kind of boring person la.... say whatever u want.. ni la aku... miss black car...mungkin ade cerita kenapa aku membesar macam ni..yelah duduk kat KL..bandar besar tapi aku mcm org kampung! no passion with all KL's brand.. clubbing..shopping...that's not me... so hello n hope u guys enjoying reading,walking,bla bla ing @ my blog.......